I just don't know.

I swear my finger is going to fall off.

I have a cut.

It won't go away.

Its turning black.

No matter how clean I make it.

Or how much better it gets.

It still turns back black.

I feel weird inside.

I want to go home.

Badly.

I miss my house.

&& my bed.
&& my mom and dad.

&& my job.

&& emily remmers.

I miss my life.

a lot.

like really.

a lot.

I love my husband but I wanna go home.